Tell me what you’re thinking. I wanna get rid of the constant sinking, feeling. Tell me everythings gonna be alright, even if it might not. I need that reassurance, because I lack the self-motivated endurance. I’ll be alright in the end, but help me along the way until then. Be my sweet serenity, keep away from my worst enemy. Because the self-doubt and discouragement I instill into myself will be the death of me. Take my hand in yours, show me all the open doors. I don’t want to do it alone, I know you can show me more than all I’ve ever known.
Oh I know things won’t be the same. There’s no one but me to blame. I won’t say I wish I never met you. That’s something I just won’t do. “I don’t feel the same”, those words they stung. In my head over and over they rung. Constant regret of not being a better me. I wish I could have been what you wanted me to be. Short story of a summer love that didn’t last. Now all it is, is just a fling in the past. Someone you know now becomes some you knew. Completely ignore me, that’s what you’ll do. Nothing more than complete strangers, is one of the known dangers. That’s what happens when you let someone in, they leave in a hurry while watching you spin.