don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
I can feel it come again
Like darkness as it closes in. Gripping tight around my soul. Pulling me down into it’s hole. I’m gonna be stuck once more. In that place I’ve been before. All too familiar is it going to be. I pray once more it sets me free.
Wish I was enough.
Wish being what someone wanted wasn’t so tough. Sorry I can’t meet your expectations. But I’ll keep trying with such high aspirations. When I fail will you let me fall? Leave me there and not look down at all? I’m just a let-down at best. I blend in with all the rest. Nothing special do I possess. I’m really typical, I must confess. Don’t place your false hopes...